I was in middle school (7th or 8th) grade, and I’m not sure whether it was a birthday or Christmas party or whatever, but since I wasn't allowed to participate, I was sent to the library to wait it out.
On the front desk of the school library, there was list of banned books/authors: Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain; Catcher in the Rye by JD Salinger; Fahrenheit 451 by Ray Bradbury; and even The Bible.
Also listed was banned author Kurt Vonnegut (I don’t remember what book he was banned for).
Anyway, Vonnegut caught my eye, I went over to the fiction section and picked up the bright-orange colored book, Breakfast of Champions.
The book was an absolute trip. I had no idea that books this crazy even existed.
I kept reading Vonnegut from then on.
When I first woke up to the fact that I was in a cult, I wondered to myself, What do I really believe?
I thought, I think I believe in the same thing as Vonnegut, whatever that was.
I Googled Kurt Vonnegut, saw he was a Secular Humanist and thought, Yup, I think this is what I believe in.